RIP Domenique

Very sad to hear about Lindsay's mums death. Cant believe she neglected to tell me that she was sick.
Vanilla also died...but that wa slightly more expected really.

Its weiered I am starting to notice how anorexia deteriorates ur body in stages. Its like ur body shuts down in different stages. First your hair gets shit...then nothing changes for a couple of weeks..then ur skin....now I seem to have lost the ability to keep warm. Wonder what the next stage is...I guess I will know in a month or so...well knowing me I wont know cuz I will crack and start eating tons everyday. I sware to g-d it is really hard to calculate if it is better to eat a little bread or something or just a lot of veg. I think veg makes u feel more ful cuz u have to eat so much of it to feel satisfied.