Sitting at home

I've been thinking a lot about when exactly it is I am expecting from life! Why am I moving to england? Is it because I think my mum is going to let me rule my own world? Is it because I really believe that I can do better in school there? Or is it simply and escape?
What is it that I am escaping from though? I will have two years of school there instead of one...I will have tp make new friends when I have such good ones here...Is it really only my living situation, and is that a good enough reason to uproot my life? If there truth is that I will achieve greater things in England (even if only marginaly) then I am all up for going? But how will I know if that is the case? I guess I just cant stand my life any more the way it is now! Maybe just the change of environment well shake me into a better "mood".