so a few days have gone...

Well I took the KATS tests but I cant be bothered to ask for the results it really doesnt matter. I just know that I suck at working out where holes appear in folded paper.
Right well Mike and I are over b4 we begane it never really took off and now Fraser and I are together so that feels better, but it has upset Vix!
Finally got sorted what is going on with this modeling thing. So I have my hair done on the 14th of Oct....slight cut and certain parts blue...then the show is on the 21st.
I have a job interview at Tescos tomorrow,should be entertaining!
Whoo the teacher read my English work out to the class...finally some appreciation of my genious. LOL
Seems like I turn my back for three seconds and Marina and Jennie have started a world war. Gathered something about PMS and a book...Sounds quite normal to me LOL

I was thinking about when you tell your children things about your past. Do I tell them I know what it feels like to be anorexic..cause I once was? Do I say I was a self harmer? Do I say I was a druggy? I mean am I any of thoes things...sometimes it really feels like the ana has me controled now! But then I eat something and either I feel cured or like a failure. Still havnt had my period, so I guess soon I can be diagnosed with ana..OH I dont know...