Blackout

Right so yesterday I was meant to go out with Darryl and co but he was ill so instead I went out with these random men that were painting the polls and cielings lol. Went into town with them and drank too much. I cant fucking remember how I got home. I hope I didnt wake my parents! My clothes were all in a pile and my key was in the door so I am guessing didnt wake them. I didnt feel myself getting drunk yesterday...I was thinking wow I can drink alot I must be like an alcoholic lol....then I dont remember anything. The reasuring thing is that usually I act normally even when I dont remember it.
The police have called again but this time I am just gunna ignore them lol. Thats the good thing with living here. They keep calling during skl and leaving messages which I will ignore, mostly cuz it got deleted off my phone so I dont have he number any more.
I am really annoyed cuz mum took the scales bk to her room ( I managed to keep them for like a week without her taking them bk) I need them today cuz I had like 5 portiones of salad yesterday and all the drink. I dont feel fat at the moment which is good, but usually it means I do way tuns.
Think we are having a family chat today about the other day. I dont know what to say cuz I am still drunk and I dont know what I want any way. I dont want to move out but that would be nice. I dont want to go back to sweden. I dont know!