Odd

I am so confused! I have been told that they way I see myself is not the way other people see me! Apparantly I am now skinnier than Anna but I so dont see this! I also find it hard to eat now which is good! I cant eat a lot without being ful up! I hope I dint eat too much today considering I was forced to look like I was eating dinner!

I am moving tomorrow very mixed emotions about that! I was all positive about it until Anna told me that she doesnt see why i should be any happier there. But I maintain that I think that the better environment that I hope to be subjected to in England will help me figure out what I need to feel better!

Marina is lucky she got to go with Jonathan to his student ball and now she gets to go with Erik to his Nollnings Ball. I want to go to, I would appreciate it much more than her!

Very sad that I had to go home last night! I could have had loads of fun with Marina and Christian! And today I was meant to be meeting all my dear friends and my dad made me come home (not that he is even home yet).

Feel so stuffed after pretending to eat supper!