Cardiff

Right well the journey there started at 9 in the morning from Brighton train station. I had a approximatly 3 hour journey to Bristol. I was gunna do some hw on my computer but ther didnt have any pluggs so I decided I would read my RE sheets instead. I then slept a little and continued reading my English book (G.d of small things)
When I got to Bristol I was late and had missed my train..fortunatly or unfortunatly the train to Cardiff was delayed any way and a 40 min wait was rather an inconviniance. When I finally got to Cradiff I was rather worried that Robin wouldnt recognise me (but he did)
First impressions: cute, kind gentlemanly
We went back to his house (which was fucking freezing) and waited for his friend Amy to come over. When she got there we sat in her car and smoked some spliffs...went to pick up a 20bag and then they had another spliff. I decided not to as I didnt want to be high when we went to the dinner.
We got ready for the dinner.
When we got there we got a glass of champeign as we enetered. As usual I finished that faster than others finished theirs. First trip to the bar and I had a jack daniels and lemon and lime schweps...really nice! I then proceded to have 2 or 3 archers peach snaps and lemon and lime schweps. Really HEAVENLY... I was really careful not to get to drunk. Felt rather in control!
Dinner was salmon and mousse I asked for just the salmon. For the main course there was turkey, brussle sprouts roast potatoe sweed and carrots. I asked for extra brussle sprouts ( I adore them) and not potatoes. Instead of desert I then had another helping of the food (the portions were tiny and I hadnt eaten all day! The cheff got really confused and came out and asked me personally what it was I wanted.
The food was excellent!
Had another drink before we left. Took a taxi back to Robins. We were intending on going out to get some MDMA but when we phoned his friends they were at the Hard Rock Caffee and we decided we couldnt be bothered to go there. We put a movie on and fell asleep to it. Woke up a few times during th night to see what his friends were up to and if they could deliver the MDMA, but inn the end we just went to sleep. Fully dressed and with the light on. Got up relativly early around 10ish and rewatched the film we had fallen asleep to. My train back left at 14.15 so it wasnt a very long stay. The journey back was a night mare it took 6 hrs of bus and train journey to finally get home.
All in all I am not sure if it was worth all the traveling...It was fun but ever so brief.
As always I gained no weight even though there was alcohol involved...

Then came today...fuck what a bad day from start to finish... Woke up in a complete state of panick and it wouldnt leave me. Cant be bothered to go inot more detail but it really was unpleasant and I am not completly sure that I wont have a rerun of it tomorrow.