Weak

Skl insisted on calling mum to come and pick me up 2day cuz they felt I was too spaced out to be traveling on my own. Feel pretty blah, but I done know if eating will help right away any more, cuz I ate relativly well yesterday and apart from leading to me feeling like a complete failure, I feel worse today then I have b4!
Cant wait to go to Colwood tomorrow, REALLY HOPE I LOVE IT (if that is even possible)
I hve had this urge to randomly kiss guys over the last couple of days. First the american dude and now after being at the boarding house last night (wow their food was good with a wide selection of both food and desert!!!) I am now obsessed with throwing myself into a relationship with Ashlyn (who I dont even know) but I GUESS THAT is part of the charm. Although am I to have a bf now I think I would need a very special supportive one, not a random fame factory throw together couple type that me and Ahlyn woul make until we got to know eachother.
I love Monika and Nick...they are so fucking weired and sweet! I want to have what they have woth Ashlyn lol..it would be perfect we would be the boarding house 4sum (cept im not in boarding house..as of yet..or likly to ever be...due to finances and the fact that boarding would suck!!! well after a while)
We will see after the magic cureation period that I am hopefully going to embarc upon over the next couple of weeks...although how its gunna work I dont know!!!
RE exam today would have gone well had I not been so spaced out and had pains in my wrists from having to write so fast. 2 part a and b essay questions in and hour does mean you have to work very fast (u really do) but I do like it better than long exams where u have too much time and feel inadequate when u come to a point where u have nothing more to say. At least in this time frame u are not likly to get that problem, and since I am a fast thinker I havnt yet run out of time.
So now I have about 2 months of waiting to see how I did in the psy and re exams. I did the cowardly thing and will wairt to take the bio one at a later date (may be silly since I will then have more exams, but I didnt feel well enough prepared or well enough, and I am a coward!)
LOving the tv times here at the moment..not a day that isnt packed with good tv..we have holby, casualty, ER, greys anatomy all hospital related. Then we have judge John Deed (a bit boring really) desperate house wives and waking the dead (which mum has decided to miss in favoure of the new series of 24...which I think is a crime considering 24 should have said its goodbyes at least 48 hrs ago...such a shit show!