paranoid about breakfast

my mum said well done for doing well at breakfast....NEVER tell an anorexic well done for eating...I am now paranoid, cuz I am sure one roll and a yoghurt is a fine breakfast, so 2 rolls must be exsessive!

Extra rolls

Extra rolls are taking over my life it seems. This moring I had 2 rolls and a yoghurt. Last night at dinner i had a roll. I am becomeing a fat roll eater....I want to get weighed tomorrow but I have so water logged..I have like 4 cups of tea and coffee at breakfast and I am now drinking another.

rape

Wow its really hard to get some one convicted of rape. The only irrebuttable arguments are that the person decived you as to the purpose of the act, or pretended to be some one you know..
Basically being drunk isnt a defence, trying to prove you did not have the capasity to make a decision is going to be too hard.

jacket potatoe scare

I had all my jacket potatoe and felt like a pig cuz like no one else ate all of it. But then I didnt have a peice of chicken or as much sause in my meal. Had 2 mulla lights for breaky and two tiny tangerines. This place is actually very good for eating healthily. There are loads of rools though and i havnt had a rool in ages but I dont know how many kcla so I am scared. I assume around 120 or so, but I dont know so I dont want to chance it.

Villiers Park

In Cambridge at the moment at a conference called Law: Criminal issues.
Arrived today and have just had a session on criminology...next is UK legistlation.
Life on the unit is supposidly coming to an end soon. I have a meeting on the second. On the 3rd I have an interview with the houseing people so I can sort out if I can move in or not. I got my jkeys to my house confiscated so I guess I will be going back to the unit on Friday instead of home. I like weekends at the unit better than week days any way so that is ok.

...too tiered to write...

My birthday was spent at my old school. I went back to see the old teachers and meet up with a girl from the unit. It was rather odd in someways, but I think cause I was only at the school for a year and it was so long ago it was almost like I was never there.
On the Saturday evening my mum and sister and I went out to a ccomidy club. It was fun had a meal at an Itlaian restaurant before we went into the show. Had 5 drinks and got drunk for the first time in a long time.
My review decided that I am to be discharged on the 25th (the only problem is I am mewant to be going on a course in forensic law from the 23 to the 27, we will have to try and reschedual the discharge meeting. I have now been handed all the insentives, I chose my own food I serve it, I dont sit on the eating disorder table, being there is completly different now.
Went to look at accomidation today. It wasnt really a five star hotel but it was in a good place, so I may consider it strongly.