Naive

Am I being naive thinking that I will become happy after moving to England? Maybe I am searching for a happiness that comes from within? Is it the case that I could travel the world looking for inner peace when really it is not my surroundings that will bring me happiness. It would be easiest I think some times if my happiness was in te hands of my surroundings. If the happiness comes from within me I may never find it, as my realationship with myself is not the best and I dont know what tools to use t patch it up.
I dont know if the things I am going through are just phases. Am I really depressed or am I just trying to be cool? Am I anorexic or is it just a bad time I am going through?
I dont want to make a big mistake (and I dont mean drugs or getting a lift from a 58 year old I mean a big mistake that will affect the rest of my life)