Cant actually take this any more
I want you to rape me....I want you to make me feel like shit! I want you to rape me and then push me off a 40 foot building. I want to be run over by a truck...I dont ever want to feel like Im worth anythign again! Each time I start to feel like I can achieve something, some one (usually me) fucks it up or pricks a hole in my illusion.
I want it all to end..I want to calaps in a pile of skin and bones, weary and derranged. I dont want to live in the world of the concious any more! I want to be so over taken by hunger that I cant think! I dont want to have to chose weather to eat or not..I want there to be a NO button in me that is on constant full power!
I know when it actaully comes to this (which it wont) I will regrett it. That is why i want you to rape me and push me off a building!
posted by Flaky @ 12:05 PM
6 comments
6 Comments:
riiiiiiiight....sure??
oh fuck you for fucks sake!
god your such a depressive. lighten up!
oh has nothing to do with my mood cant just lighten up freak!
yes you can. your just attention seeking.
NO Im not cuz if I was I would be telling ppl face to face. I only share my blogg cuz I thought ppl could get to know..I didnt know there were bitches liek you! If you want to judge me at least get to know what Ive been through! I hope something horrid happens to you (not ur family) and then I want you to cope with it while the next horrid thing happens!
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